What have I got to lose? If I risk nothing, I'd end up risking more.

26th September 2010

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Into the night,desperate and broken.

Kill me if you want.

I don’t get why some people are so anti love. I’m sad because I lost someone I love and the wound is not yet healed, so why can’t I express how I feel about it?

Some people can be so judgmental sometimes. It’s so easy for them to laugh at those who are in pain, simply because they don’t know how it feels to have everything breaking inside you.

I know…Some think I’m crazy and desperate for hoping to see him again. I know they talk behind my back and whisper about me when I’m around. I may be stupid, but I am not clueless about what is going on around me.

Don’t they know that once you love someone, you love with all of you? That’s how it goes for me, at least. It’s so easy for them to laugh at me for being “loyal” and “faithful” (that’s what they call me behind my back) because they do not have the slightest idea of what I am trying to go through.

I wish I’m just being overly dramatic, but I’m not. I’m trying to ignore you guys, cause the last thing I need is aother burden to carry. If you don’t believe in love, then so be it. Just stop making fun of me for doing so.

It’s painful enough already…

23rd September 2010

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Dancing, Dancing For Me.

Been listening to James Blunt’s Carry You Home and it hit me.

I miss you so much. Maybe it’s the cold September breeze whooshing through the trees or the teal painted mountain tops. Maybe it’s the smell of Christmas lingering in the air. Maybe it’s because I haven’t been eating and sleeping properly. Or maybe it’s just me. Or you. Or the absence thereof.

It’s terrible when life forces you to go on. Whoever invented parting,anyway? Did they really think it would be that easy? That you just drop a single flower that will sooon wither, light a candle and say a prayer and then after that everyone expects you to be okay again. To act like nothing happened. Like he was never a part of your life.

Believe me, I tried. But I can’t just let it all go. My memories of you are the ost vivid, and they are also the sharpest. As soon as I touch the edges, I bleed, and it’s more than a band aid can bear.

I miss you.

Fergie said big girls don’t cry. It’s either she lied, or I’m not as big a girl as I thought I was.

20th September 2010

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thisismanila:

Roxas Blvd.
August 19, 2010
Canon EOS Digital Rebel XSi; EF-S 18-55mm 1:3.5-5.6 II

thisismanila:

Roxas Blvd.

August 19, 2010

Canon EOS Digital Rebel XSi; EF-S 18-55mm 1:3.5-5.6 II

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19th September 2010

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I wish I could say I’ll be doing okay.

I miss you. I’m here for you… I just… I don’t want to force myself into your life. You’re having it bad enough already.

If I can’t stop the bleeding, I will bleed with you.

16th July 2010

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Jackson Rathbone for The Last Airbender Photocall in Berlin.

I’m sorry Ash,but….Really? You’re exchanging this man for Brock Kelly?

Jackson Rathbone for The Last Airbender Photocall in Berlin.

I’m sorry Ash,but….Really? You’re exchanging this man for Brock Kelly?

8th June 2010

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This is just the most, and I mean the most beautiful photo ever. I can’t wait for Eclipse now. Come on June 30!!! Drag that lazy butt!. OMG!!!! *thud*
This is how cliffhangers work, eh, Eclipse?

This is just the most, and I mean the most beautiful photo ever. I can’t wait for Eclipse now. Come on June 30!!! Drag that lazy butt!. OMG!!!! *thud*

This is how cliffhangers work, eh, Eclipse?

7th June 2010

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Jackson Rathbone, Red carpet interview in MTV Awards. I wish Ashley Greene I was there.

Jackson Rathbone, Red carpet interview in MTV Awards. I wish Ashley Greene I was there.

Tagged: Jackson rathbonemtv

13th March 2010

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How do you feel about Kellan Lutz? <_____<

He’s okay but I hate it when people say Kellan and Ashley should be more than friends. COme on!!!

show me the love. <3

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3rd March 2010

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27th February 2010

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koisuenos:

Berlin, GERMANY - Spotted!!! Ashley Greene and Aris Bundchen after having dinner together on 20th February. Ashley is in Berlin filming her new movie but what was Aris doing there with her? Earlier this month we spotted the young United footballer at LAX with Selena Gomez (coincidence? maybe not) leaving for New York, and now he’s with Ashley? Are the two getting serious? Rumour has it they are but when we asked Ashley if she was seeing anyone, she said “I’m not seeing anyone right now”. So what’s the deal with Aris? Who knows but whatever it, we’ll keep both eyes on these two!


Please tell me this isn&#8217;t true. I&#8217;m in denial.

koisuenos:

Berlin, GERMANY - Spotted!!! Ashley Greene and Aris Bundchen after having dinner together on 20th February. Ashley is in Berlin filming her new movie but what was Aris doing there with her? Earlier this month we spotted the young United footballer at LAX with Selena Gomez (coincidence? maybe not) leaving for New York, and now he’s with Ashley? Are the two getting serious? Rumour has it they are but when we asked Ashley if she was seeing anyone, she said “I’m not seeing anyone right now”. So what’s the deal with Aris? Who knows but whatever it, we’ll keep both eyes on these two!

Please tell me this isn’t true. I’m in denial.

Source: koisuenos